So this is 30?

I've always considered starting a blog- I mean I was a journalism major, a Huntsville Times Teen Writer, and Sports Editor of my High school Newspaper (yes, you read that right the most un-athletic person of all times actually was the Sports Editor), but I always thought my life was too normal, too boring. I considered it once when I was pregnant with Lincoln, then again when he was 7 months old and I was pregnant again, then again when I was put on strict bed rest, then again when I was chasing 2 under 2 all over the house...but I finally decided life was interesting enough when I was diagnosed with Invasive Ductal Carcinoma at 30. It's not the way I always pictured 30, but then again what ever is.

For those of you that know me well- you know that I'm not much of a "sharer". I'm more of a private person that prefers giving advice over taking it, but I'm embracing the experience and I know it will feel good to put it all out there. So I plan on keeping treatment updates, family updates, and general thoughts in this blog. I'll post as often as I can and try to keep it honest.

Tomorrow is my second round of Chemotherapy. After tomorrow I'm 1/4 of the way complete- glass half full I always say! I will also be 1/2 way through with the "Red Devil" portion of the treatment, which is the drug that has the most side effects. I'm actually looking forward to tomorrow, because I know I'm that much closer to "poisoning" the cancer cells, as my doctor puts it. Besides a little nausea, fatigue and dizziness I was just fine last week- hoping for the same this week.

I almost signed off without mentioning "The Elephant in the Room", but in the spirit of my earlier creed I will be completely honest. I'm supposed to start losing my hair this week. They've suggested I cut it all off before it starts to fall out- they say it lessens the blow. I'm not sure I believe them, because I'm still upset about it- not crying upset, more mad that they want to take it and it seems so healthy. We've told Lincoln that Mommy is going to get a short haircut; to which he replied "My hair is short too!"...Gotta love Kids.

Prayer Warriors: Your mission this week is operation "Shrink that Tumor" !

THANK YOU'S OF THE WEEK!
My incredible Husband- you are my rock.
My Mom for taking care of the babies while I wasn't up to it and lending me your treadmill!
Amanda for arranging the wonderful MealTrain and for the Feast you brought over!
Cate and Company for the Team Tino Bracelets
My wonderful In-Laws for EVERYTHING- the laundry has been a huge help!
Courtney for the delicious meals and Alon's cookies- the way to my heart!
Sarah and Al/Julie for feeding my poor Dog this weekend
My Casserole Warriors: Terri Stewart and Christina Moore- yummy. Thank you! The whole family really appreciates it!
Kayla for my lovely PJ's- I've worn them every night.
Aunt Yolanda for the beautiful scarf!
Debbie James for the cozy wrap- perfect for Chemo days!
Mrs. Mawson for the Holy Water- it goes everywhere with me.
Grandma for all of her support- I'm a lucky granddaughter.

I apologize if I've forgotten anyone- the outpouring of support has been tremendous. We feel so loved and grateful.

Love to all,
Christina

A picture from this weekend- Congrats Ashley and Jeff on your Engagement!